Accident

So, harini aku accident. Im not looking for sympathy or what. Just nak share pengalaman. HAHAHA. Hmm, dari situ aku sedar, mungkin Allah nak tarik sikit yang dia berikan pada aku. Nak sedarkan aku bahawa 'barang yang dipinjam kena pulangkan'. 

Accident ni, aku tak kisah sangat. Dalam lukanya kat tangan. Mak kata kena jahit. Tapi aku tak nak. Luka kat kaki lagi teruk. Non stop bleeding. But, aku rasa aku gadis pelik, aku tak menangis. Aku gelak lepas tu. Mungkin sebab tak nak adik aku serba salah. Siap aku bawak dia sambung jalan lagi, but seem of dia tak nak jalan dah. Dia overthinking. Dia risau dia kena marah. Dia risau mak ayah tak kasi dia amik lesen nanti, Dia sangat overthinking. HAHAHAHA, sebab semua tu tak berlaku. Alhamdulillah. :)

Accident ni, ingatkan aku, Allah dah tarik kemudahan yang dia bagi selama ni aku sujud dengan mudah, sekarang dah terkial-kial. Tangan pun rasa pedih. 

"Allah rindukan rintihan hambanya"

"Mungkin sebab kifarah dosa. Dosa kau buat, Dia bagi balasan dekat dunia."

Alhamdulillah. Semuanya okay. Adik okay. Cuma aku harap dia tak fobia lagilah nak bawak motor. Bak kata pepatah, " jatuh 8 kali, bangun kali ke 9". *tak tau kenapa dia pilih nombor tu.Ehehe*

'Member'

Dulu jalan sama-sama, sekarang jalan sendiri-sendiri.

Dulu makan sama-sama, sekarang makan sendiri-sendiri.

Dulu belajar sama-sama, sekarang belajar sendiri-sendiri.

Dulu gelak sama-sama,sekarang sendiri-sendiri.

Dulu semuanya bersama-sama, sekarang selalu sendiri-sendiri.

Semakin kau meningkat dewasa, makin kau nampak, mana satu 'member' mana satu tidak. Tak semua yang akan setia berkawan dengan kita bila kita dah tunjukkan diri kita yang sebenarnya. Pada permulaan persahabatan, memang banyak kawan. Sangat ramai. Tak terhitung. Wasap masuk je dari kenalan kawan baru. 

Lama-kelamaan, semuanya makin sedikit. Sebab masa kita mula kawan, kita letak topeng pada muka kita. Kita keep on smiling. Keep on laughing even hurt. Keep on joking around. Bila kita selesa dengan mereka, kita cuba buka topeng kita sedikit demi sedikit. Bila kita bukak, bilangan kawan disebalik topeng makin berkurangan. Taktau mana pergi. Mungkin diri kita yang sebenar yang selama ini kita sembunyikan mereka tak dapat terima. Masa tu aku kenal, siapa 'member' siapa bukan.

Someone, make me realise that, jangan terlalu awal tunjukkan diri kita yang sebenar pada kawan yang baru kita kenal. Kita analisa dahulu kawan tu, jenis yang suka berkawan dengan orang macam mana or what. Memang orang kata "hidup ni bukan nak puaskan hati semua orang." But at the end, kita memang kena hidup untuk puaskan hati orang supaya yang terhasil kebanyakannya kawan, bukan lawan.

"Aku takut kalau aku tunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar, aku yakin. Aku pasti, korang semua tak nak kawan dengan aku."

This person, i admirer a lot. Thanks sebab ingatkan aku bahawa tak semua orang boleh terima kekurangan kita. Then, aku tengok kawan-kawan disekeliling dia, penuh dengan kegembiraan. Support each other no matter what. Kawan-kawan dia take care each other macam persahabatan dalam drama.

Terima kasih kepada yang sudi menerima diri ini pada suatu ketika dahulu. Terima kasih yang pernah caring pada diri ini pada suatu ketika dahulu. Terima kasih kerana pernah hadir dalam hidup ini satu ketika dahulu.

Doesn't mean that, kawan aku sekarang tak best ke apa ek. Ni pandangan umum. I like to observe. And this is what i found. Every year. Something like this happen. Biasalah, aku duduk asrama dari tingkatan 1 sampai tingkatan 5. Jadi, bila bebudak ni menangis tengah malam mengadu sebab kawan dia masa minggu orientasi yang tak sampai seminggu kenal, tak ajak dia makan sama-sama dekat dewan makan hari berikutnya sebab dapat kawan yang lebih menarik dari dia(HAHAHA) dia sedih. Dik, hidup mesti diteruskan. Baik kau beratur dulu daripada tunggu kawan kau sebab makanan cepat habis kalau lambat datang amik. *harap budak tu jumpa blog aku*

So, here's are some tips from my beloved Ustazah Mahfuzah in order to make people likes you. Kalau ikut bomoh, dia pakai minyak dagu. Kalau ikut ajaran yang benar lagi diredhai, kita pakai ayat Al-Quran Surah Al-Imran ayat 31

*Short Story*

Kina(budak form 1) : "Kak Syue, macam mana kita nak buat orang suka kat kita ek? Kina rasa semua orang tak suka kat Kina. *muka tertekan gila*"

Kak Syue(pemenang akak senior prihatin seantareo dunia): "Kenapa Kina cakap macam tu? Diorang cakap kat Kina ke diorang tak suka Kina? *muka bidadari habis. (HAHA)*"

Kina : "Taklah, tapi bila Kina pandang diorang, diorang suka jeling2 Kina. Kina nak berkawan je dengan diorang."

Kak Syue : "*suggest baca Surah Ali-Imran, Ayat 31*"

*Sejak tu, memang ramai suka dia even warden paling garang pun selalu panggil dia sebab dia bawak majalah  pergi asrama.*

Last Entry :D

So, i wanna quick typing about the last entry because it already 6:03 pm, and it is Sunday and i forgot that today is my last submission of my blog. My godness. Thanks to Arina. 

So, what i gonna to talking about yah, hmm. Allah. No idea. Jammed. HAHAHAHA

So, im gonna to share about my favourite website is Twitter for sure because from there, i gain so many motivational quote that can motivate me to become energetic to study again. I figure out, people out there are sharing same feeling, same ideas and same perspection from retweet from the other. 

Sometimes, i thought, maybe just me feeling like that,like this and like those, but when i see twitter, my perspection are totally wrong. There're so many people out there got a same thinking. same feeling like me for sure and some of other people are trying to comfort us with their thinking for sure. From there, i figure out that, Allah swt never ever leave us alone thinking about our problem. There's always a way to figure out why the problem had come out.

Same, goes when we're driving to another new destination, we need GPS for sure to guide us from geting to wrong way. But,we have Al-Quran. That can guide human to the right path to Jannah.

I didn't plan that my last entry could be this islamic post. I planned to say something about my new friends here at KMS. But, these ideas come out. HAHAHA.

I want to end up my story about another short story in the making of this last entry,

Sorry Madam, i wrote this entry in malays.

Tadi, masa tengah duduk bersimpuh kat lantai, menyanyi2. Tetiba ada benda jatuh kat tepi muka area sebelah mata. Ingatkan macam kumbang ke apa yang selalu jumpa yang jatuh kat muka. Ni anak cicak kobeng????!!!! ape kejadah sih mendarat kat muka aku pulak?? Tak pernah-pernah cicak datang tetiba je ade. Apa yang pasti, cicak tu memang kurang ajar dan aku takkan maafkan dia. -_-

My Assignment 2

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahiwabaraktuh :D

So, here's i want to share to all of you about my second assignment about making my own my mind based on chapter 2 Science Computer. Its kind of a bit hard at first but i successfully done make it on time. *maybe*

In the making of this mind map, i stay up for 2 hours and then when i want to submit the mind map to my lecturer, i forgot to save it in my dekstop. So, do you know what i feel right? It something like, when you're studying until master the chapter 2, but the exam came out chapter 3. (Tak ke gila namanya? ) HAHAHA. *over* 

Then, i take another 1 hours to make it again. Of couse the spirit to make the smartest mind map already go away from my body, left over is sleeping time. So, here are the result. Congratulation to me. Yeehaa. :D

 Page 1

 Page 2

Page 3

 Page 3

Page 4

Actually, i had already make it into 5 pages, but one of the mind map had been rejected by the madam because... ?Ahaaa.. i dont know how to describe it. Maybe there's no input in there.

So, finally, 4 entry i had wrote in this blog. To be continued. Last entry for this blog, maybe tomorrow maybe not. Madam need 5 entry only minumum. :D

Imperfect Me

I LOVE THEM. Very very love. Cannot been describe. May Allah bless my parents, your parents and other parents in the world. Our parents are the best. :'(

The story of my life.
Actually, my father really want me to be Ustazah in the future because i take Arab, Syariah Islamiah and Al-Quran Sunnah in my previous school. But, i keep on thinking that, be Ustazah must be perfect. This is what we call mentality. People keep on searching for this 'Ulama' bad side and when someday it appears, they will judge the person like they are a god. They didn't know that the Ustazah and Ustaz are still a human that will make a mistake in the future. Not an angel.

From what i see, be the type of religious people, they must be perfect 100%. Yeah, i'm so afraid to carry out the tittle of 'Ustazah' by wearing a long wide shawl hijab and so on. Because im so sure my attitude totally opposite with the tittle. Many of muslimah are afraid of being judje by other person. Because they are no support and motivation from other, they will keep make mistake and afraid to make changes because of mentality among us nowadays.

So yeah. This is me. Who is still in still cannot move on. Who keep on staying at the same place. Who is still afraid of making changes in my life. So yeah. this is imperfect side of me that so afraid of being judge by other. Al-Fatihah Syuhaidah.:'(

*comelnya aku waktu kecik sampai ke besar badi dia. Kah. XD*

My Assignment

So, this is kind of a big impact for me to write a new entry in english language because im not so good in writing english. So, yeah you're welcoming to 'gelak2' back me. 

Today i would like to share to all of you my second assignment in Science Computer subject. This time, i got an order to make a brochure about my first sub topic of Science Computer entitle Information Technology. Actually, we don't know about how to do a brochure because we don't have the basic to make it. But, the worries doesn't take so much time because nowadays, if you have a computer and the internet, you can easily get the information from the other website around the world.

My Brochure (front)

                      My Brochure (back)

We can see that, from this assignment, we can recap our knowledge about Science Computer that we had learnt before. From this subject, i had learn a lot of thing about information technology that i doesn't know before such as, with the technology, doctors can easily make an operations without using their own hand but by using robot machine if the disease can effect the doctor. This is what we call telesurgery. Other than that, we can also easily travel to the another place with the help of technology without getting lost such as Navigation System by Global Positioning(GPS).

There so many more other advantages that we can get when there is powerful technology that been produce by profesional. 

About Me

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. =)

Nama aku Ed. Berumur 18 tahun. Orang Melaka yang mengada-ngada apply study jauh-jauh luar negeri Melaka semata-mata nak cari pengalaman naik bas sendiri, nak tidur dalam bas berjam-jam, last-last diri sendiri homesick sampai sekarang rindu gila kat mak ayah, adik beradik yang masuk air, serta tak lupa juga pada kucing jantan aku yang ego bila nampak aku lari lintang-pukang tapi bila tidur, tidur dengan aku. :'D

Aku ada 3 orang kakak, 1 abang dan 1 adik lelaki yang aku selalu luahkan perasaan aku kat dia. Yang aku akan paksa dia dengar semua cerita aku tiap kali aku balik kerja pasal melayan kerenah pelanggan yang kadang-kadang annoying. Biasalah tuh. Actually, masa kerja dulu aku in charge dalam bahagian translator. Bila ada pelanggan from another country such as Russian, Japan, Bangladesh or any else yang datang tempat aku, akulah yang layan diorang. Bukan nak bangga diri ke apa, aku just cakap satu dua patah perkataan je in english, and alhamdulillah mereka faham. Alaa, setakat cakap harga barang ni sekian sekian sekian, then cakap "please pay in front." tu agaknya yang menampakkan aku mahir berbahasa inggeris di mata supervisor, aku diberi tugasan melayan foreigner. :'D

Apa je lagi nak cakap pasal aku yang tak menarik nih? :'D hmm.. mungkin pasal aku ni suka melukis. Ya melukis. Alaa, lukisan cakar ayam, cakar itik tu biasalah, semua reti. Then, aku akan kasi lukisan tu kat orang lain. Alhamdulillah, dengan bakat yang dikurniakan ini, aku telah menerima banyak tempahan untuk mendesign baju t-shirt masa sekolah dulu and pernah juga disuruh membuat mural di sekolah. Then, dengan kemahiran ini, aku cuba melukis inai kat tangan makcik India dengan anak perempuan kecik dia kat tempat kerja aku dulu. Baru-baru ni baru je dapat mesej dari akak supervisor kat tempat kerja tanya balik ke tak 29 September sebab dia suruh lukis inai masa majlis perkahwinan dia nanti. Terperanjat lah jugak, sebab dia bagi kepercayaan kat budak mentah macam aku ni suruh hias tangan dia pada hari berbahagia dia. Iyalah sebab aku ni buat inai berejam2. Belum tahap profesional nanti, kang pengantin tertidur kang, habis comot inai. :'D Tak de rezki nak makan nasi minyak, tak pelah.

Ok, rasanya itu je la kot. Melebih2, macamlah orang nak tau kisah hidup dia. HAHAHA. K then amigos. Sayonara. Assalamualaikum. :D

Gambar ini adalah satu perndorong bagi saya untuk memutihkan balik semula kulit yang dah rentung ni akibat sinaran UV. :')

Bila jumpa mak masa mak datang melawat haritu,

Me ; "Maaaaaakkkkkkkk...(acah nak peluk tangan depakan 180 darjah)"

Mak: "Ish, asal kulit kau makin hitam nih?"

Me : *keep on smiling, tangan turun perlahan-lahan* :'(